42. Standing Still

Standing still,
Writing in vain
None can understand my pain.
Running free,
"Fire at will!"
An open mind to bar and fill.
Thinking twice,
Longing for love
Gazing systems far above.
I stand still
I love my sin
For I loved only to win.
I did lose
I carried on
Here I am, my fate is done.
I will pray
I'm standing still
There's one emotion left to kill.
That is fear
My mind is full
Titanic Demonic raging bull.
Music is me
I write again
I stand still and stir my pen.