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Cancerous LoveMy emotion's like a tumor laughing in your face
Cancerous love, gangrenous pain, I feel lost in its pace.
Deadly love that spits out hell; all is coming from below
I've lost my grasp on what was love; I've lost it all, I was too slow…

So there's cancer everywhere, heart is broken, jaws will rest…
No more nights to savage, kill, take a trip into death's nest.
Cancerous love's a great mirage; all is fading now to black
You've returned; you're here right now; you've lost my mind along your track.

Storm is rising from within; all I know is trapped beneath
Now I succumb to old pain wondering why I can't breathe…
Oh my God,

AscensionI guess I need some time out alone, on my own… just like during the November Rain…

All I wanted to acquire was swift, shallow, sanctified ascension.
All I got was fear, abduction, insanity, depression.

I've gone a long way since then, and you know it,
I mastered the arts of the Sacrilegious Lie,
And I tried to paint it on your face,
No matter how hard I tried, you wouldn't listen to me…

Then I guess the Ascension is the dream that consumes me every day, every night and day…

All I want to say is "forgive me"!
All I want to get is an ounce of glee.

I will take my guitar and solo it until the end of time,
For I kno

The DesertWalking through the blazing bloom
He found his mind aflame.
Death and dust; the desert's gloom:
Arabesque sitars tamed...

"Hold a breath in agony!"
The sands whispered in the day
"There shall be no victory!
The poet's mind's in fray."

Songs of pharaohs and of gods
Will make the castles tremble
Hieroglyphic runes and words
Will make all planes assemble…

In the desert life is lifeless,
Stories remain infinite
Words become so meaningless
Down in hell's abyssal pit.

He looked around himself
Battered and in pain
And addressed all to myself,
Pharaoh so insane.

Quicksands of almighty Bastet
Songs of glee and all in Hathor

SelficideThere's something gathering inside
I've said too much but I haven't said enough…
More like a suicide, smelling of a selficide
One cannot endure life as tough…

But when one sees lights through particles of soul-ice
Then he knows truths that are masked by time
He gets to know poisoned lips that spell lies
and black thoughts emanating the end of the line.

I smell this selficide… there's something gathering inside.
It's all in my veins; it's all in me deep.
I cannot foresee the future of my dying pride.
I cannot remember; memories dead, memories sleep…

All I know is that there is no light at the end of this tunnel.

Do not forgetDo not forget
Do not forget how we met.

Is it possible
To defy the impossible?

Is it possible
To deny you're responsible?

Then why did you choose
To go this way
If you knew from the beginning,
You'd cry and obey.
You'd listen as prey…

My heart wasn't broken yet.
Your promise wasn't to be kept!
Don't forget!

My guitar shall weep with you to the end of all!
I must shed tears through music, for now I know
That I cannot tell my story in words.
The pain I feel when I try to do so is unimaginable.

Don't ever forget my pain!
The nights we loved in vain…
The times we shed one aim.
Don't forget the pain!
Don't ever try

Memories"In pain I'm dying inside"
My poem stands tall line by line
This night shall wait for my tide
The sorrow's empty and all mine.
- I'm fine.

This moment we're at,
It will never come back.
It is time to kiss and pat.
Loving still, stalking the pack.
- memories intact.

This memory's lanes are doom.
All the way to the green moon.
The curtain's poisonous boom
Shall reach me soon, soon.
- in the shallow night's gloom.

"But here I stand with time"
My poem lost in every line.
Here alone I try and whine
I try to reach out for a sign…
- that you were meant to be mine…

…yet it's fine…
…yet it's fine.

I feel so numb...I'm lost between worlds of paradise and beyond,
Striving for eternity to find and bath in life's pond.
I hesitated and I lost myself
Desperate, doomed, eidolon of thyself.

I feel so numb in the inside,
My pain and wounds bring out this tide
Of blood, of hate,
Rains of the dead
(This Armageddon of the sad)

You heal me in my deepest despair,
You feel my aura with the freshest air.
You hold me tight, give me your kiss,
Enchanting my presence with your golden bliss.

I feel so numb in the inside,
Open up your wings so wide
For tomorrow, to the end,
As time shall for forever stand
(This hourglass of blood and sand)

My heart is the

Bleeding HeartAfter you left, I bathed in nonsense
The lies, the suffering,
The murmur, the awakening
My heart was overrun by pestilence.

You sit still in your room
Gazing the stars
Dreaming of wars
My heart is bleeding and shall die soon.

Lonely heart,
Lost in the gold
Bestowed upon by your eyes.

As when I see them I start to shake
My limbs freeze
My thawing heart,
A place like no other,
The cage of souls, of loves, of deadly gases

This toxic kiss,
These poisoned lips
I never touched…
Are stirring the same acid in me
Pugna's claw,
The last thing I saw…

The last thing I wrote in this poem without ending
Is of me, the poet,

DreamHave you ever worshipped a glowing sunset?
Have you ever tasted a poisoned lip?
Did you ever dream in vain
With hardship through the rain?

Gaze the turquoise mystic horizon
And the thwarted snow-white clouds
Dream for the Ever Free
For the thawing souls.
For the world.

And you will realize, oh dear friend
Our paths are to cross through the valley,
Fill the hearts of our beloved ones.
The world as we know it shall change…

Dream through the sky
Your reality is mine…
All through the sky
For the record of life…

CrippledI'm crippled
And I can't forget those memories of mine.
Betrayed,
All you've done to me is far away in time…

I'm crippled and I won't forget
All the times I've stood aside
I can't come back and see it all:
The darkest night you didn't call…

Crippled, it's time we sank like hell
Lost, I make the rules today
Crippled, all the columns fell
The temple's down, we cannot pray!

I'm crippled and I'm telling you
I ain't your doll, I ain't a fool
I will try to stand sky-tall
And I'm gonna say it all!

Crippled, it's time we sank like hell
Lost, I make the rules today
Crippled, such the columns fell
The temple's down, we've l

AftermathWhy do you ask me how I feel
When you're the one forever ill?
Why shouldn't I just blame the world
If they're the one who raped my word?

In the Aftermath of hundreds of eons of strife
Time will fly freely and into my life
In this Aftermath of sorrow
Lie the hopes for a better tomorrow.

Bullets were flying, blood was being spilled
Time's racing by! More innocents killed.
Thousands of thoughts flew on a wing:
"The king is dead! Long live the king!"

Joy and despair all in one came;
Together they tried my words to tame
I still feel free, I don't deny
Time went past me; time just flew by.

In this Aftermath were zeppelins thrive
To

Cold Heart ExodusNo other worldly tear can make me burn faster than you
My tear, let me hold you. I am so sick and I'm so weak.
Let me whisper my name into your cold heart and let it bleed into me.
For now I know, this elder exodus is nowhere near truth (it'll never be).

Only me, there's only me in this abyss. Only you will know!
There's only us, there's only you… of us there's only two.
Let the wits flow. Let this feeling pass away with time.
Did you know that feeling lonely and content at the same time is a rare kind of happiness?

Now you know, so just leave me be! Leave me alone, I must be happy.
Cold Heart Exodus, I want to leave it all behi

WordsI hate saying this, but here I am
As I finish singing my play before you all
Now I relive memories I wish to ban:
Words, lines, note… the night's cold call.

Pause… cellos will cease, alas.
The mace will crush as the choirs chant
These're words no one shall ever touch
No matter how much the devil may want.

One of the last poems of the lost child
One of the last worlds to fall down, down
This is the last wish to come 'round the rim
Until the very last angel will drown…

Words, there is so much left to say
I might leave it all this day…
It could all have gone the other way…
My lost song, chord – the po

Time FlowsTime is electric,
Just like the spheres in the clouds.
This story means so much,
To both lies, to truth and doubts.

Time flows,
Just like the blood in my head
Time breathes,
While time itself makes me sad…

Blue oceans where I thought about bathing my perfect mind…
Who am I fooling? I'm as empty as you, piece by piece I fall…
Truth and glory beyond this eddying void I cannot find!
And then I saw: the man was singing desperately, standing tall.

The desperate man is me. The story of sun and rain.
The desperate life I live is this. This story wasn't lived in vain.
Time flows and I remain behind. I'm lost again, I cann

Faith?In this silence I must say a lot of things.
I must sign a testament that once belonged to my heart, disheveled…

And lots of dreary situations had their marks on me.
And yet the movie goes on and on!
And on and on!

And the hopes were high
(She smiled and then succumbed.)
I touched and betrayed an atom of happiness…

After that I felt five thousand and eighty two stars colliding above me.
Anything could have gone better during those darkened nights.
But that power was just too much for me to hold near memories and love.
I couldn't hold it near. I spit out quickly and covered my eyes.
My bleeding canvas of the battered boy

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Smile, swingAnne,

Your breath
I take.
Your life
I make.
Your smile
I kill.
My love,
Your thrill.

Your lips
My strife.
Your eyes
My life.
Your thoughts
I seek.
My mind,
So weak.

And I smile
And I sing;
Moon so pale;
A viper's sting.
And you smile
And you sing;
Bloody heart
On angels' swing.

And I look beyond this plane and into the infinite void.
Seeing that there's only us, forsaken souls; of life devoid…
And we must resist this lust turning our hearts into dust.

Now it seems I've passed this test
And I wish you all the best…

Rap of the NightJust listen to me
And if you see me
Answer me, love
I can't resist, I'm drawn away
I die astray; I can't make way.

This rap, verse of the night
It makes me shiver to the bone
Savior of the morning light
Oh how I wish to be brought home.

As he once said, my friend
"Give in to me" he said.
Put away the fire in my heart.
Melt me away like I were your blight
Light up; let go of your childish desire
to fight…
Drag me back into your shade; I wade…
I can't withstand this tide; I fade…
Let this rap be your song of life (and of death)
Just tell me what to do 'cause I messed up on you, baby;
Let me go. I fell. Let me

Catharsis"So much to live for, so much to die for"
Once said the lonely wanderer, a Dead Boy
I can't keep up with him, nor can you
We are lost forever in this new world of man

"Little hideaways for a lonely heart"
Once said the scriptum, the piano's song with grace
Apart from that, we live for the moment
The moment we're at, it'll never come back

"Time is of the essence"
I yelled with pride
Born to be a leader,
My hands were tied to life's wheel
"I hear but how will I see?"
The siren's song brings me to thee
I long for you…

I'm yearning for a catharsis
The world is yet to see
In my darkest of stories
And the darkest of me
It i

It's getting lateIt's almost 4 o'clock in the morning,
My inner thoughts are burning
And I don't know what I'd do
The moment I'll cease loving you…

It's getting late but I don't mind,
I want you here; am I so blind
That I can't see the words you write?
For my dreams and loves I'll fight.

You said you'll move away
(This dark line still drives me astray)
But before you leave this place
I want to say it face-to-face.

It's getting late now and it's dark
My mind's weak, my freedom mark
I can't stop thinking what I'd do
The moment I won't think of you…

And I touch, I smile, I sing
Bloody heart on angel's wing
And before you leave this pl

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Eyes

by ~Brici5, Aug 17, 2012, 3:52:16 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Free Verse

Eyes, eyes, that's all I see.
Your funny breath, I wish I could be.
Your sweet perfume, I wish I could feel,
Your chilling touch, freezing me still.

What more to say other that I'm sorry?
I didn't act, I stood aside, now I rot…
Alone, in pain, forever lost to time
My fate sealed, why not?
Your nightmares are not mine!

I, in truth, went down to sleep my last
Why did you interrupt my incineration?
Why did you turn love to dust?
Now watch my beloved evisceration!

Now hear my plea, apparition of amiss
Stop and cut and bleed and fear
Kill the night, whispers to hear
All in one sin, the golden bliss.

Eyes, eye of the world,
Eyes I shall see
To the end of this world.

I will dream your eyes forever
I will bathe in the sunlight reflected in your eyes

… No! I will drown in this sunlight of evil.
Like we did drown into stupidity!
For you, you are the premonition
of my beloved once-lost insanity!

Eyes, eyes everywhere.