Faith?

In this silence I must say a lot of things.
I must sign a testament that once belonged to my heart, disheveled…

And lots of dreary situations had their marks on me.
And yet the movie goes on and on!
And on and on!

And the hopes were high
(She smiled and then succumbed.)
I touched and betrayed an atom of happiness…

After that I felt five thousand and eighty two stars colliding above me.
Anything could have gone better during those darkened nights.
But that power was just too much for me to hold near memories and love.
I couldn't hold it near. I spit out quickly and covered my eyes.
My bleeding canvas of the battered boy kept crying crimson rivers of an otherworldly nature…
Tens and hundreds and millions of comets sang me my name, sang me songs of death and love…
Tens and hundreds of dirges I have heard. Their choirs were devastating, their echoes suffocating me into an abyssal pool of darkness.

Then I turned my head to light because I could remember.
She was still there, smiling.
I whispered something, closed her eyes. Kissed her.

I kept dreaming on and on,
Just as the movie goes on.

"Faith?" I don't think so anymore.
"Is there anybody beyond this wall?"

Her smile tore me in the inside.
Now she's opened her eyes!

And,
I've seen her face once more!
I've lit her pride!