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Do not forgetDo not forget
Do not forget how we met.
Is it possible
To defy the impossible?
Is it possible
To deny you're responsible?
Then why did you choose
To go this way
If you knew from the beginning,
You'd cry and obey.
You'd listen as prey
My heart wasn't broken yet.
Your promise wasn't to be kept!
My guitar shall weep with you to the end of all!
I must shed tears through music, for now I know
That I cannot tell my story in words.
The pain I feel when I try to do so is unimaginable.
Don't ever forget my pain!
The nights we loved in vain
The times we shed one aim.
Don't forget the pain!
Don't ever try to forget
That I will never regret
Cold Heart ExodusNo other worldly tear can make me burn faster than you
My tear, let me hold you. I am so sick and I'm so weak.
Let me whisper my name into your cold heart and let it bleed into me.
For now I know, this elder exodus is nowhere near truth (it'll never be).
Only me, there's only me in this abyss. Only you will know!
There's only us, there's only you of us there's only two.
Let the wits flow. Let this feeling pass away with time.
Did you know that feeling lonely and content at the same time is a rare kind of happiness?
Now you know, so just leave me be! Leave me alone, I must be happy.
Cold Heart Exodus, I want to leave it all behind, I'm falling down
I can't stand. Don't breathe this toxicity. The water is stoned
Don't ever try to lie to me again. I won't even be there to hear you
Pluma and pieces of steelThe crows, the sparrows, the cold bestowed upon your skin,
All that is left to be said is a warning to you and your siblings.
As the name ‘Lautus’ suggests, the secrets which dwell are covered in sin.
My laughter will be the last death cry you’ll hear, in spite of all the killings.
Coated in devastating sorrow, the ravenous waves you emanate touch;
They burn; they freeze; they bite; they blacken; they tear;
They cry; they hate; they curse; they talk too much;
They love lingering beneath my flesh; they win and lose in all the scorn.
Feasting on his prowess were many; too many to name or remember.
The Steel Sea was but a beacon in a world of blood and fire,
And too much for a mere poet to learn by heart in December;
Too much for me to ask of myself and answer to the flames of your pyre.
Plasmatic chaos was bitter and overwhelming powers had their mark.
The real turned macabre (and vice-versa); the storm had been brewed!
Long, tiresome journeys my heart had sailed into a
Faith?In this silence I must say a lot of things.
I must sign a testament that once belonged to my heart, disheveled
And lots of dreary situations had their marks on me.
And yet the movie goes on and on!
And on and on!
And the hopes were high
(She smiled and then succumbed.)
I touched and betrayed an atom of happiness
After that I felt five thousand and eighty two stars colliding above me.
Anything could have gone better during those darkened nights.
But that power was just too much for me to hold near memories and love.
I couldn't hold it near. I spit out quickly and covered my eyes.
My bleeding canvas of the battered boy kept crying crimson rivers of an otherworldly nature
Tens and hundreds and millions of comets sang me my name, sang me songs of death and love
Tens and hundreds of dirges I have heard. Their choirs were devastating, their echoes suffocating me into an abyssal pool of darkness.
Then I turned my head to light because I could remember.
She was still th
The DesertWalking through the blazing bloom
He found his mind aflame.
Death and dust; the desert's gloom:
Arabesque sitars tamed...
"Hold a breath in agony!"
The sands whispered in the day
"There shall be no victory!
The poet's mind's in fray."
Songs of pharaohs and of gods
Will make the castles tremble
Hieroglyphic runes and words
Will make all planes assemble
In the desert life is lifeless,
Stories remain infinite
Words become so meaningless
Down in hell's abyssal pit.
He looked around himself
Battered and in pain
And addressed all to myself,
Pharaoh so insane.
Quicksands of almighty Bastet
Songs of glee and all in Hathor
He couldn't understand the secret
Of living sands in deep black horror
The wanderer whined as I arrived
And by his side cats meowed about
I ceased to lend a hand in sand
And the wanderer died out
I will never return there,
To that place of blazing terrors
There where Heaven battles Hell
Through human pain and shaky tremors
Time FlowsTime is electric,
Just like the spheres in the clouds.
This story means so much,
To both lies, to truth and doubts.
Just like the blood in my head
While time itself makes me sad
Blue oceans where I thought about bathing my perfect mind
Who am I fooling? I'm as empty as you, piece by piece I fall
Truth and glory beyond this eddying void I cannot find!
And then I saw: the man was singing desperately, standing tall.
The desperate man is me. The story of sun and rain.
The desperate life I live is this. This story wasn't lived in vain.
Time flows and I remain behind. I'm lost again, I cannot find
Some peace of mind, some time to kill, some love of mine,
To hold dear, still
DreamHave you ever worshipped a glowing sunset?
Have you ever tasted a poisoned lip?
Did you ever dream in vain
With hardship through the rain?
Gaze the turquoise mystic horizon
And the thwarted snow-white clouds
Dream for the Ever Free
For the thawing souls.
For the world.
And you will realize, oh dear friend
Our paths are to cross through the valley,
Fill the hearts of our beloved ones.
The world as we know it shall change
Dream through the sky
Your reality is mine
All through the sky
For the record of life
Cancerous LoveMy emotion's like a tumor laughing in your face
Cancerous love, gangrenous pain, I feel lost in its pace.
Deadly love that spits out hell; all is coming from below
I've lost my grasp on what was love; I've lost it all, I was too slow
So there's cancer everywhere, heart is broken, jaws will rest
No more nights to savage, kill, take a trip into death's nest.
Cancerous love's a great mirage; all is fading now to black
You've returned; you're here right now; you've lost my mind along your track.
Storm is rising from within; all I know is trapped beneath
Now I succumb to old pain wondering why I can't breathe
Oh my God, I feel so reaped, I'm thereby marked by my own sin!
Thoughts from this severed head, lies of the unholy and unclean
Your tumorous love steals away my life, yet I still live
And your cancerous lies steal away my youth, they cleave
And your chance is all you've taken against me, I bleed,
All until the next red dawn, next tomorrow's cancerous seed&
EyesEyes, eyes, that's all I see.
Your funny breath, I wish I could be.
Your sweet perfume, I wish I could feel,
Your chilling touch, freezing me still.
What more to say other that I'm sorry?
I didn't act, I stood aside, now I rot
Alone, in pain, forever lost to time
My fate sealed, why not?
Your nightmares are not mine!
I, in truth, went down to sleep my last
Why did you interrupt my incineration?
Why did you turn love to dust?
Now watch my beloved evisceration!
Now hear my plea, apparition of amiss
Stop and cut and bleed and fear
Kill the night, whispers to hear
All in one sin, the golden bliss.
Eyes, eye of the world,
Eyes I shall see
To the end of this world.
I will dream your eyes forever
I will bathe in the sunlight reflected in your eyes
No! I will drown in this sunlight of evil.
Like we did drown into stupidity!
For you, you are the premonition
of my beloved once-lost insanity!
Eyes, eyes everywhere.
ThoughtsI'm so sick of not being perfect
I'm sick of hurting people
I'm tired of doing nothing right
I'm tired of holding back
Let me scream
Let me lash out
Let me show you the other side of me
And try telling me you still know me
Everything confined inside
It builds until I almost burst
My eyes grow heavy
My fingers claw at my arms
Tear out my hair
Twitch for the blade
I hold back
But I can only hold so much
Then I do it again
I screw up
And I fall again
Self-loathing is almost a comfort
I often wonder why
Why am I this way
Why am I messed up
Answers won't be found
I'm sick of hating myself
I'm sick of hiding it too
I'm just tired of the pain
I'm tired of taking it out on myself
Let me hide in the dark
Let me face it once again
Only through self-destruction
Can I build the true me
I wish I wasn't this way
I wish I knew how to stop it
But it's there
I only hope you still accept me
I find comfort in one
Who's eyes aren't blind through my self-hatred
Run AwayThere have been so many times,
I have just wanted life to stop.
For me to run away form this life.
You treat me like garbage,
And I don't know how to handle you anymore.
I want out.
If I died young,
Life for you would be the same.
If I died young,
You wouldn't mourn my passing.
If I died young,
You would keep living your life the way it is.
If I died young,
You wouldn't care.
I feel bad for you,
That you're like this.
One of the few people that care about you,
You push away,
And could care less.
So if I died young,
You wouldn't notice.
Statue In The RainI'm not dead because I'm still breathing,
I'm not dead because I'm finally living.
I'm still here because you always need me,
I won't leave you if you don't leave me.
I'm still here, right where you left me,
The statue in the rain, ready to give you glee.
When you feel sad, you know where to go,
I'm not dead, I'm here for you and I hope you know.
That I'm still here, and always will be for you,
That I'll remain as long as I know you want me to.
That the statue in the rain will always be waiting for you,
Because Jennifer, I love you.
SeptemberI don't know why,
I still break down and cry,
At times I find myself,
Wanting to shout out for help,
I want to tell you that I love you, but I don't know,
I just don't know if what we had before is possible,
I hope that you'll always remember me,
And the good times that came to be,
Forget the arguments and the fights,
Step out of the shadows and walk into the light,
Maybe one day we'll talk again,
Forgive each other for our sins,
Until then I'll hold it all in,
Because sometimes it takes two to begin,
Honestly, I just want this month to be over,
As days go by I can feel my heart grow colder,
This would've been two years together,
I really thought that it would go on forever,
My phone reminded me, said it would never end,
And when I read that, it dug deep under my skin,
But never is the longest 5 letter word,
Because now your voice may never be heard.
I am afraid of myselfthe loneliness is a bleeding wound
mutilated my body
tortured my mind
with dark ideas has become a habit
I am afraid of myself
I do not like reality
I hide in my nightmares
order to escape from life
The rain won't seem to be stopping soon and why should it
The heaves are crying as just all of the people that have gathered around your grave
Their tears like the rain won't stop falling from their eyes
And the skies are just as grey as the day itself
How could you leave me behind
Why did it was you that had to die
I wish we could trade places
You were the one that wanted to live the most
All you wanted in life was love and I tried to give you all of it
I tried but I never did gave you enough I never was the one for you
No matter how many times I told you that you kept smiling and loving me
So why are you the one in that muddy pit and not me
I want to go back and time and to save you
You deserve more than death
You always deserved the world
The future was ahead of you all this time
I was the one holding you back
You were trapped in my cage you called love
I did love you and still do love you
And that will never change
You are going to a better place and you are leaving us behi
The Black AvalancheA black cloud
A darker haunting
The lifeless bodies crawl beneath your feet
Mindless ghouls from Hell shall eat!
The Black Avalanche,
The stormy darker pit
The last life to live,
The last torch you lit!
A black curtain
A darker howl
The mindless jaws taste flesh and spit
A white specter drains life and wit!
This Black Avalanche,
The eleventh hour entwined
This story to crumble upon you,
This creature mutated and revived.
A haunting, deep inside your soul
Creeping, spawning mindless hounds
A ghostly tear on Azrael's face,
Last ray of hope, blasted in space
My haunting, the tentacles of fear.
This disgusting, macabre sight,
The origins of Death and Blight
This never-ending Dirge that plays
My last hope of better days
Your last heartbeat,
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